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Hey, sorry I have not written in forever. I'll write more when I have time. In short, wedding is off. Long story. Been super busy.
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I am getting married on September 22nd (that is if we can book the hall, having issues with the guy calling back). So, I've been pretty busy. I started a new job, which after three days, I got a promotion and a raise. Just thought I'd write a little something to update. I'm a bad LJer lately. I've been on myspace much more.
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Of not smoking. I discovered some forming wrinkles the other night, and it freaked me out. I am determined to do it this time!!!
Current Mood:
cranky cranky
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It's been way too long since I've updated this. I mostly use myspace, but I'm going to try to write in here more and keep up with everyone's journals. So much has happened since the last time I wrote. I did end up coming back to Omaha (Thanks John). I'm doing much better here. I've taken up yoga, which rocks. I have a temp job (hopefully it will turn into full time) that I absolutely love. I'm doing audio production for an election company. The long hours just started setting in yesterday, but it's ok. I see dollar signs and I need those dollars to pay down some of these bills.
Actually, I'm feeling quite content with my life right now. For once in my life, I feel independent and happy. Anyways, I'll update more later on. Boss just got back into the office, so I should get back to work.
Current Location:
Work
Current Mood:
calm calm
Current Music:
Doors Opening and closing
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Hey, made it to Colorado. Finally got the internet. I'll update more when I have more time.
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Yes folks, I'm still in California. I'm beginning to wonder if I'll ever get out of this state. We have been sitting for almost 48 hours, because the stupid bitch at his work is still trying to find a load for him going back through Omaha. Well, she said we are for sure getting out of here today, but considering it's almost 2 PM their time, I am beginning to wonder. Mark is worried they will send him unloaded, which won't pay him very much at all. But, I really wouldn't mind it, because if I have to go back into LA, I will fucking scream.
Anyways, so far, I have seen some interesting people here. We went to the grocery store the other night, after my uncle dropped us off. The woman who checked us out was named Vicoria, well, she was really a Victor. Yeah, I have seen transvestites on TV, but never in real life. I don't have a problem with it, it just kind of made me laugh. Mark saw a woman and a man in a car driving down the freeway completely nude. Yesterday, we witnessed a prostitute getting arrested right outside of the truckstop in daylight. Last night, we saw a few of them running around outside trying to hop in trucks.
Mark's poor puppy dog is missing me big time. She never poops in the house when I'm home. She has been pooping every day since I left, including chewing up a pillow (my dad said it looked as if it snowed in the damn house), and chewed up the remote control for the TV. Anyways, I'm going to get going, going to make Mark call Carol and tell her we are getting the fuck out of California now.
Current Mood:
bitchy bitchy
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Things have been going good and bad. The bad, of course, is work, and I still have not found a new job. I'm getting frustrated big time.
Things with Mark are going awesome. I'm really happy with him, and happy that I finally met a great, mature guy. He is so great to me, it's not what I expected at all. And, I wasn't expecting to have feelings for him either, but I do.
Anyways, Christmas was good. Got some really nice things. Mark's gift got here today. He got me a Derek Jeter calandar and book. I was laughing, because he always makes fun of me for liking Derek Jeter.
I don't have much time to write right now, because I have been super busy lately. But, Merry late Chrismas to everyone, I hope you have a good one.
Current Mood:
busy busy
Current Music:
BT - Movement in Still Life - 10 - Running Down The Way Up-BT - Movement in Still Life - 10 - Running Down Th
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I had one of the most fun weekends in a long time. Friday night, Chris talked me into going to the bar with him, Jim, and my cousin, Dave. We went to this little bar with not many people. I sat there and drank some Cherry Coke and played 80's music on the juke box. I had a good time there. They got really drunk, except Chris, he was ok. So, we left there and came back to my place. Chris wanted Jim to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, because I'm addicted to the new version. Well, we left Jim downstairs by himself and he must have gotten bored, because he started talking shit. We were laughing so hard, that we had tears coming down our faces. He was so hilarious that night.
Saturday, Chris, Danny, and I followed my parents to my uncles to say good bye to my cousin. My little cousin, Chance, asked why I always have a new boyfriend. He doesn't quite get the concept yet that you can be friends with someone of the opposite sex. Anyways, then we all went to the bar. My parents actually came out for a bit. Then, Moose and Laura showed up for a bit, but left pretty soon after. Then, Chris, Jen, and Dan met us there for a bit. Chris and Dan were buying the condoms out of the bathroom, it was quite funny. Then, Chris, Jim, David, and I came back to my house again. This time we were all pretty tired. Then, Jimmy and Ray showed up with a shit ton of people to see my brother. Problem was, Danny was not here. But, I finally got to see Ray's hearse. It was pretty damn cool.
Sunday, it was Dave Mathews Band day. It was so awesome. Dave Mathews came out to introduce Gavin DeGraw. I was pretty disappointed that they didn't use the big screens with him, because he is sooo damn hot. My brother and I had nose bleed seats. It kind of sucked, but was one of the best shows I've ever been to. We were like the 4th row from the complete back and I'm scared of heights so I could barely stand up. We were so high up.
I can't wait for this weekend. I'm getting hell from my mom about Mark, this guy I've been seeing. He is hinting that he kind of wants me all to himself. I like to keep my options open, not because I don't like him, it's just, well dating scares me, and I'm not quite ready to be with just one person quite yet. Well, my mom is all pissy cause she knows how I work. I date someone for a bit, then I find something little I don't like, then I dump them. She and my dad have a bet for 2 more weeks to a month of seeing him. They are so mean. But, it is kind of funny. We'll just see how it goes though.
Ok, well I'm off. Need to work out and shower.
Current Mood:
calm calm
Current Music:
Wings of a Butterfly-HIM
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I just had a pretty good doctor appointment. I had to go in for a 6 week check up for my Metformin. It went quite well. I've lost some weight since I was in there not even two weeks ago for strep. My period seems to be returning to normal, including the hellish cramps (that I can live with though I suppose). My blood pressure went down to normal again. I'm satisfied for now I suppose. I'm still not up to working out, because my blood sugar keeps dropping, so, I need to be very careful. I ordered a book called the PCOS Diet. I have to go on a very low carb diet to keep my blood sugar up to normal with this medicine and lose weight. I just want it to go away as fast as it can. But, I also don't want to lose weight too fast and have nasty skin. I don't believe in plastic surgery, so I am being very careful.
In other news, Bon Jovi rocked the other night. My mom and I had fun. My mom was cracking me up the whole time. She didn't really know any of his older stuff (which he could have played more of). I'm glad I went though. My mom and I have been getting along much better lately.
Tomorrow, I'm going to be straight forward with my aunt and uncle and let them know that I'm looking for a new job. They are wanting to begin building my apartment, and I need to tell them before they start. I need to get health insurance because there are tests that need to be done to make sure my medicine is working and not hurting me in anyway, and they are quite expensive. I just want to make sure I'm totally healthy. I've cut back on smoking quite a bit. I've only had 2 today, getting ready to quit that too.
Not much other than that going on. Just hanging out, and trying to relax and not get too stressed out. Anyways, I'm off, because I have a killer head ache and am going to go lie down.
Current Mood:
mellow mellow
Current Music:
Sail away-David Gray-White Ladder
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Your Birthdate: July 28

You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame.
You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems.
Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego.
You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance.

Your strength: Your bold approach to life

Your weakness: You don't accept help

Your power color: Bronze

Your power symbol: Pyramid

Your power month: October
Current Mood:
sick sick
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